talking to myself

spent a few hours in dog ER today. we don't know what's wrong. I'm watching her snore and my heart is broken anyway


sometimes my heart is broken with each snore, every time she looks at me, every time she sighs

i want more time

i want to see her sprint from one end of a yard to another again, i want to see her swim and swim and throw up from too much swimming and swim again because she loves it so much

i don't evenknow if i want a house without her i dont know what i want at all

she's sighing, the subcutaneous fluids are mostly absorbed, she didn't like the needle in her back but she relaxed so quickly

they forgot to give me her meds so im goingto go early to get them but i have to crate her to do it and i cant bear to leave her alone right now