Gaslight gaslight & silent and smiling in the corner

[shalyndra]

Typing from my phone so may have to keep this short. I...let myself get excited about cooking again amd Ive been abtuptly reminded why I stopped. I was interrupted so frequently it took me 2 hours to slice an onion and I had to give up on dinner. I got another speech about how im rude and taking up too much space. Was told id left a mess for weeks and i had to point out the FACT that it was groceries from yesterday that I was actively working on. Got a lecture about not cookong enough, wtf, and i pointed out the lecture issue plus the pain amd memory issues of my food being so far from the kitchen. When it takes 3 trips actoss the house to make eggs...sometimes I give up. It just feels like i am never going to be able to get free again. I dont see a path. Cant see what im typing so i guess ill stop here and see if this helps me sleep